My life has become dull and rather ordinary. I know Summer is coming but i also know its just going to pass me by. With nothing on the horizon it saddens me that whilst others will be out-there enjoying it i will not.
What has happened to me i ask myself, 46 years old and nothing to really look forward to, i am really feeling sorry for myself, but with no one to blame but myself, i should start to make something of my life before its too late.
But as i do not want to work and have plans to write a lot, i should just accept it all and carry on, what else can i do.
I’ve made my bed and i should lay on it.
